25.9.15



(Ohjaysus) They(he hated the term) dont think(hed get to they eventually  --  nothing wrong with a little bit of mystery
or suspense)

They just dont think(or present evidence they do) 

he recalled Rene Descartes  I think, therefore I am

but seemingly that hasnt any application to their kind 
                                                          and even kind is inappropriate
their Type like blood

their Ilk like ink to furthur spread their lies their overt propaganda their elicitation illicitness exclusion yes  their omission with purpose is lying refusing to acknowledge known facts 
                                                                         Lying

No 
    they dont think
they fear 

and they race to find who is most fearful seeking to exploit them

maybe just maybe he should give them points for thinking to exploit others
but he couldnt
                they didnt stand for anything refused to compromise refused to recant they were obsessed with simply being against something and offering no solutions

they could however point at a fire and cry FIRE! though they didnt grab buckets filled with clear water or form a fireline or rush headlong into the danger and havoc to see if they could snatch a victim away 
                                                                                          that was someone elses job

then amid the fomenting scrub intent on solutions they secreted and hid their opened struck matchbook in their pants pocket and muttered inaudibly to no one  What can I do

for nothing other than for their own edification and later defense if necessary 
                                                                                 they always needed someone to tell them what to do 

they abide the pecking order 
                               because that must be how they ascend in their Christian Right world
not daring to stir the pot


 good   loyal   dogs

1653,  Thursday,  10  9. 15 
 1503,  Saturday,  12  9. 15 

24.9.15

[ih – neyn]



[ih – neyn]
                  it aint


he took distinct derision and offence to the stone-chiseled memorial erected in the old graveyard beside the Mission chapel

the fact that its ignorance remained  had traipsed down through the years since it was bestowed
that it hadnt been shattered or effaced(it wouldnt be considered desecrating Holy ground) or ground away with tools to nothingness(which would have been better) upset him

apparently his grievance or offence was uncommon among the many that whiled away their time visiting the Mission
its museum and grounds and old graveyard


committed in stone
                                it referred to thousands of indigenous Indians who were committed to this wretched drawn earth which couldnt support crops or plants  desolate earth formed  it seemed  to be nothing more than a graveyard to hold their crumbling remains

the nameless converted souls(he imagined) who were buried there and attributed on a pylon of stone   Inians

Inians



he read a Donald Barthleme quote the other day   I prefer the inane . . . the ane(one) is often inutile(of no use) to the artist

Joanna Scott who cited Barthleme went on to express that the ane  its certainities  its direct connections between words and meaning  assured him that truth could be expressed through language*

he read furthur for himself
he was horrified
                            inane from the Latin  inanis   the word meaning empty  void  or worthless

he engendered the sneaking suspicion that the stonecarver did not err when he carved Inians  his private HA or AH
belittling a People with a word jumble from inanis

if the man werent dead  he would happily have given him his chisel or hammer inanus
because he was crude that way
  
when he took offence he liked to return it

for that matter he wasnt beyond excoriating the throngs that had come since and witnessed the telltale contempt

had a white mans stone been arrant
he was certain their family wouldnt have allowed it to be placed or stand incorrect at the head of their grave

he couldnt imagine this slight any differently

or the only difference was

no one felt slighted
                                or considered it a blatant  unmistakable outrage


cynically he thought   H O W




1800-ish,  Friday,  7  8. 15
 1158,  Saturday,  8  8. 15