12.12.14



Apparently he had a warm soft spot in his heart for black folk

he was a sucker when they touched him up on the street for spare change or a couple
bucks
          “If he could spare it.”

unlike the young white man who earlier  garrulously touched him up for food money


--   Is that your dog

--   Yah  Hes mine  His name . . .

he held up his hand quickly to hush him  he didnt want to hear the dogs name  or his
--   Then dont ask me for money  Eat the dog


to this day he hadnt met or seen a black woman or man panhandling who kept 
company with a dog

he didnt ask
he assumed they either recognised that feeding themselves was hard enough
or they already ate theirs




1733,  John Lennon’s Moanday,  8  12. 14  

11.12.14



“ . . . the tragedy of man’s destiny  --   forever caught between birth and death  --  aware
of the strange disparity between the great space of the imagination
and the material human fate . . .
Rothko was aware his means fell short of his vision . . . he exclaimed during 
optimistic moments: 
                                ‘They are not paintings.’ ” *

Optimistic moments naturally balance Pessimistic ones

                                                                                                          she readily admitted
her pessimism
                         and with a snaggletoothed turn in her mouth  curling her lips   discretely
maybe cruelly 
                         she said pessimythic  deliberately upping the ante
  
 
he loved how it tilted out from her lips  
                                                                 birthed in her mouth




1520,  John Lennon’s Moanday,  8  12. 14
Dore Ashton quote from Mark Rothko: Works On Paper *

10.12.14



Camel toes in camouflage caps


two of things that tweaked him
and one atop the other 
                                     Christ!


theyre unnecessary
                                 and he didnt wanna hear   no dont tell him   theyre inobvious
--  stand before a dressing mirror before heading out into the WHOLE WIDE WORLD  --

he was buggered 
 
                              utterly buggered    that a woman would intentionally wear them
and make  quite  the knockout fashion statement


                                                                                        camel toes in camouflage caps
                                                                                                    Whasdat say ?



1451,  John Lennon’s Moanday, 8  12. 14