8.6.14



Yes I was incensed                                                                                                                        though often Im incensed when I hold things up to standards that have been allowed to 
slip and erode 
because the Faithful 
those who once had our backs 
because we were they                                                                                                   
refused to pushback against the formation of untoward business practises 
and for their short-arms were bought off by folding-money to pad their pant-pockets or 
stuff seasnake-leather billfolds they kept over their hearts inside their silk Sport jackets

short-term 
they prospered . . . Faithfully

they bought their shit 
and parked it in their driveways and masturbated to them through their bathroom-windows-off-their-master-bedrooms 
overlooking the white concrete that ran under their three-car garage-mounted basketball hoops
 
they were assisted
                        and were Faithfully subservient


then Faith-based assistance became warped  furthur  by Government programs spun off organizations which became vogue under an espoused Compassionate Conservatives Administration

his first Executive Order: #13199
                                         
those programs  occurring in Third World Countries  were coerced by mounds of ca$h and submitted its people to prude sexual practises 
as the while  Stateside  they were incurred by rural whites whose flipside were black faced reflections borne out in the broken mirrors of our Inner Cities . . .                                                                                                                                                

its never funny when one realeyeses what money can buy

                                                                                                                  and incensed             
I have no time or patience for fraud 
I am part of a sect who recognizes and seeks to inspire Fate-assisted programmes

say . . . an insurance underwriter cheats someone out of their coverage   denies them        
and then following suit every other insurance companies underwriter who is pursued also 
shuns them coverage   for 3 years . . .                                                                                                             
                                                                it is somewhat akin to mental healthcare providers  
those psychologists and psychiatrists who  pursued for malpractice  are upheld and protected 
by their Industry and its practitioners  they hardily keep one anothers backs

these are Just instances where bona fide Fate-assisters can step in 
                                                                                                                  Fate thereby bears 
the legitimacy Faith invokes


those cheating underwriters 
have tires on their cars

psych-rats have tires on their cars
 
and leaving work after a hard day and finding all of them flat    is unfortunate


Fate-assisted   icepicks to sidewalls   one tire at a time




                                                                therein lay the inventions of Faith-based vs Fate-based
 


Twosday,  3 6. 14

7.6.14

immolated . . . by melancholy



resistant bit by bit

immolated 
by melancholy
  
                   a slow crawling                                                                                     
dull red coal that scavenges 
the moisture of tears                                                                                                                   scorches                                                                                                                                                the dry tortured tender beneath

deliberately

no sputtering

eating to its core vanquishing the pith where memories cling
                                                                                                  turning     and turning into 
morbid grey ash


she was bent

hurting

holding her elbows  
her fingertips white
                  he thought       and then he didnt try to get inside them       or pull them apart     
had he forced her 
he might have broken the only remaining rigidity 
                                                                                     that kept her    intact                    
and any attempt    now    to remedy it 
might have been more 
than she could possibly bear
                                                               their only choice was to tolerate her immolating 
melancholy

let a bridge   
                     let some deeply-held vestige slowly aggregate   contract    and then assume that which she had lost grip of



                    began Wednesday afternoon, June 4   completed 1954,  Friday,  6  6. 14