30.5.14



                                                                                                                       Maya Angelou

never met her or conspired to seek her out
for some small measure or evidence
of my existence

I first gazed on her on my black and white set
when she addressed her poem On the Pulse of Morning to the Nation during President Clintons First Inauguration
I was impressed this president had sought a poets reading
though I remembered Robert Frost reading at President Kennedys Inauguration

Maya reminds me always
of a poem by Yevgeny Yevtushenko who in 1960 described a man like Hemingway
who he saw walk through the airport bar in Copenhagen to order drinks
who he later discovered was Hemingway

he did not rise or cross the bar or intrude on the man
he observed him
then thoughtfully committed his impressions of the man in a poem

whether he was inclined to approach Hemingway
he did not reveal
and whether he exercised his thoughts and imagination before or after he discovered the 
truth of his experience
he also did not say

when one admires art in a gallery or museum
confined in bindings or prowling a bar
that often cited suggestion
mounted on walls to be read or unfortunately uttered by a docent
                                                                                                            Please  Hands Off
ought to be respected
realised

one ought to possess a measure of their existence without trying to cop an artifice of one


as Maya did
                     as Ernest and Yevgeny


1405,  Thursday,  29  5. 14

29.5.14

door

Monday, May 26, 2014 01:30 PM PST
Photos from the Kurt Cobain crime scene that could be high art
The eerie, haunting, shockingly beautiful images from the scene of Cobain's suicide




“. . . this shot of a partially opened door that leads, presumably, to the room above the garage where Cobain spent his last moments, is haunting because of what is left unsaid. We all know what is beyond that door.


I dont know.
                . . . though what everyone else might know about what lies beyond “that door” 
I wonder about the lies beyond the door

theres an annoying cadre  -  yes  I selected it because it came down close to cadaver  -   
who touts a power of Heaven Over Earth  -  declaring a latent Pension for Believers  -   
a promise of Otherworldly Rewards  -  rarified inducements  -  IF  -  they have lived their suns 
and nights  respiring in their tenements  touting the Crucified Christ  Saints  the Holy Ghost   
and have capitulated to the Word of the undying (re: Zombie) Gospel

                                                                                    what lies beyond that door for me  
is only a guess
                                                                                          Cobain committed suicide         
so I would guess what remained  anesthetized perhaps  was a gun-slaughtered body

I might also guess  as exCobain remained  his essence didnt tarry and carried on and 
wherever it went                                                                                                                 
the forensic detectives wouldnt discover any evidence whereto  or find fleeing footprints


the old softshoe and slip   maybe a scrape of sand   or the wisps and scents of eternity 

I dont know
               . . . Im only making guesses

but I like my guesses far more than haloed surety


                                                                                 betcha they may smell like teen spirit



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