12.8.22


I must be dim

If I agree with you are you going to get pissed off?

Ifya use pissed

If I agree with you are you going to be upset?

No

What makes you think you’re dim, as in dimmed-witted correct?

Yes

I believe . .
. . Believe . .
. . Had to go to church with my Maw.

Had to

Yes. My father made me.

Wasnt it up to him to attend with her

He golfed on Sundays.

Anyer the oldest

I was . .
. . Condemned  

In a word . . yes

For how . .
. . Years, fucking years, though I did make my Mom very happy attending with her. 

It begins Forgive me FatherBless me Father . for I have sinned. My last confession was yadyad years ago. Then spill your guts.

Thas creepy Didnt know

Now ya do.

Before I confess my dimness ya remember any formal prayers of sorrow

he slowly turned his head to face him a real puss he must have thought

Don play poker do ya

What of it?

Lemme heardgive it to me  Knock me out

Really?

Im spillin my guts  Wet the floor

Just listen . . My God, I am sorry for my sins with all my heart.

Ohwow  If I were Gawd Id fuck you
Really?

Continue I apologise  Ya sold me

I repeated it for years.  I can give you the Cub Scout oath ifya like too . .
. . Nah no better Cub Scout than Gawd

. . . All my heart. 
                  In choosing to do wrong and failing to do good, I have sinned against you whom I should love above all things.

Awesome Reminds me of your relationship with your father  
You gonna keep interrupting?
No

Thank you. I firmly intend, with your help to do penance, to sin no more, and to avoid whatever leads me to sin. Our Savior Jesus Christ suffered and died for us. In his name, my God, have mercy.


Thas it

Yeah.

Thawas licketysplit  Im impressed 
                                     Yet despite prostrating themselves before Gawddoin penance  to sin no more  theyre backSunday unable to keep their word 
                                                 Tithes A fluid relationship  Get squeakyclean spend the week doin who knows wha then back for another whitewash  Like washing a car

he fixed him sternly with his eyes

I quit interrupting

  Dim. Explain.

    Yes

       The song Eagles Witchy Woman 

Yeah.

Crazy laughter in another room and she drove herself madness with a silver spoon

Yeah.

Yah Whatha mean to you

She drove herself to madness with a silver spoon?  You kiddin me?

   Tell me

Cocaine.

I thought you were going to say tha

Of course cocaine.

I didnt care for cocaine  

What else would you think?

Whaelse woudya think

Your confession.

Masturbate I imagined her masturbating
                                            When shes done I get to lick it like cake batter or frosting off a beater  reminded me of weekends afternoons baking when my Maw baked

Maw. You’ll keep my mother out of this, keep her away, a long long way away.


Are you going to acknowledge that?

Cant

Can’t? 
       Why not?

I bought my Maw a vibrator for Christmas once Bought it on good authorityhad fallen in with a den of lesbians wellconnected bought hash through them so I figured why not  whod know better than they
                                                                                                  The place was always rocking with crazy laughter 

I don’t know if you’re dim.

  Really
            Tha might be the nicest thing yave ever said to me

1854,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  3  8. 22
1519,  Thursday,  11  8. 22

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