7.6.26

nostos

          homecoming   or return 
                                  not
a particularly attractive looking word
                                          But no fishhooks

Six letters long Please

                           Its not about home I know a lot about home since Im the only one of my family who left it

You were going to leave it
Jah

       Maybe if it werent a metropolis  I coud have considered staying
                                                                              But it didnt please me
An my epiphany  my ambition early  as Ive learnedmost have no idea when they realised their life was theirs  thathey werent alive to please others


    Selfishness
Jah

         Happiness
We provide our happiness   Not a job left to anyone other than ourselves


Selfish

Ive already agreed

                      Nostos  This is not home

How can you say tha

                         How long have you lived here

Since last century

You an youre freakin century

Drags history forward
                         More necessary now than ever
But to your point  Its the longest Ive ever remained in one place same place  Place
                                                                                           Place is not home
Im not surrounded by or in the midst of family

Truth be known

Nor woud I want to be

Im too solitary too consumed with the tidescurrents seething seizing me  Too occupied to cease to be occupied with or by others

 

    Why

Because   a storyteller tha  tha I am seen by others  my purposelaughs bitterly  is to entertain humour them

Hence

        Your darkyour  black humour

    Entertaining them . .
. . You insultem

An they don   know tha I am

                                   They assume family They assume friends   Acquaintances
    Acquaintances

Acquaintances

 

No nostos

    No

1446,  Sunday,  7  6. 26

https://stanforddaily.com/2017/04/28/nostos-and-nostalgia/

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