28.6.25

Im fine Really

it was awfully dark
                     he stepped onto the landing outside the back door of the family room his shadowpushed by lamplight from inside rattled down several steps almost onto the courtyard pavers
                                                                                                         Ya fall?
Off the wall?

I answered I did  as I continued urinating
                                          hed remounted the short stone retaining wall he fell from
Are you okay?

I am

How’d ya fall?

still urinating
           The intercourse the climax of three reasons chuckled earlier they discussed the excuse for a reason an reasons for excuses

I jumpedup onto the wall
It’s dark.

    quit urinating
                   Im still high

Why’d ya jump? 

An Im a little drunk

Why did you jump . . in the dark?

Its not entirely dark Yasee the orange sliver of the moon through the trees

he looked
               It’s small.  It’s ochrecolored.

It ain’t throwin’ much light.

In my head it seemed brighterlighted things mor . .
. . Than it actually is.
   
                             Which isn’t much.
I said  seemed


But you’re okay.

Im okay I woudnt sue you if I werentwas my fault my misjudgmentya know wha they say Do not judge lest ye be I like tha   lest ye be
                                   Lest ye be judged

You sound high.

I said I was

Still?

Listen man youve a higher tolerance than me
                                                  Im tryin to keepup
Which is probablylikely  a fools errand
                                           End run   Round end    Leapedup  on the wall
Yakiddin me
No
Go

      Sometimes I bully myself 
An I cant stand bullies


I have no ideawhat to say.

                                But you’re okay?ya didn’t hit your head?
I did not
          Had no intention of havin you cleanup a mess hide the murder weapon undergo police interrogation

Stand trial

I mean, really, you didn’t hit your head?

No

    Almost sounds like you did.

I said I did not

                   You know how yasay sometimes I talk like text like Im high went Im not

Ya have no idea wha its like to try an rein me in
                                                    Youll recall the time I toldya  sometimes Id like to take my brain out put it in a box bury it for a few days

Take a break

I do.

 

Havent figured tha out yet
                              Though thanks for askin  Im fine

Really
 
round2100,  reggaefriday,  27  6. 25
0928,  Saturday,  28  6. 25

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