A masochist doesnt feel pain or discomfort like someone who is not

 

    Christ. I’m more than a little uncomfortable came out of the freaking blue  with that.

Or uncomfortableness

                          Im musing

Musing?

Amusing

Which is it?

Amused musing musingly amused

Amazing.

Look at you

              Playing despite uncomfortable

Yeah.

         You have a way of . . provoking.

Waking  The slumbering giant

    How do you mean?

Allusion to America responding to Japans attack on Pearl Harbor

                                                                     Making you  consider  something you otherwise woud not

But totally in your wheelhouse.

Totally

         Talkin like a Valley Girl

A who?

Zappa  Moon Unit

                      Its a song

Though given your limited musical exposure Im not surprised you woudnt know

                                                                                       Therefore

Im also enlightening you

                           Believe it was released in Eightytwowha were you up to in Eightytwo

I got married.

We had baby number two  Life was hustling

So . since you devised it . . . . masochist?

Id bet youre a wee bit have to be

I have to be?

You were an athlete

I was.

Played through pain

Not much.

    Really

 

Not much.

Huh

       I was constantly beatup

Why was that?

I was competing until college with guys who outweighed me eightyninety pounds sixinches taller

                                                                                                       Got beat

Being small it went with the territory

How were you even able to compete?

I was fast  Track coach was always prowlinround cajoled guys I knew who ran to have me come out

    Wasnt happenin

Why?

No collisions no pain

                         Pain  I learned   coud be a reward

I got accustom to it

Never gave it no mind after it presented  Reminded me to be in the here and now

                                                                                         Nothing like presence  Awareness

Mindful

That’s aah sighed  a unique way of looking at it.

Been seein it tha way a long long time  

758preferred,  Thursday,  6  11. 25

1152,  Sunday,  16  11. 25

Zappa  Valley Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5Q1yVLSR3I