7.8.25

wending his way from something obscure   misty as far as he was concerned  the only way to fly

    “Thal ob Pirling . . . lay in the distant past”
                                                        Wha 
he was impatient
been needling him  this the second day
                                                conceded  Googled     Valley of Pirling
Pirling is not a real place  Oz
                                      an archaic verb  to twist, twine, spin, revolve sounds like wending

had he been patient maybe hell learn 
                                         Thal  was a clue         a valley

which may have sat on top his head  nestled    warmed the tips of his ears
                                                                                     Ja?
Ja
     Neanderthal
fossilised remains found in the Feldhofer Cave of Neander Valley THAL in Germany 1856 CE

although  even if he were patient Pirling would still have thrown him
                                                                          Thal ob Pirling 
that was an obsession of Adalbert Stifler a Bohemia-Austrian writer of the midNineteenth Century who was an early exponent of the German refined or poetic realism


this he learned from W G Sebalds essay To the Edge of Nature which Sebald kicked off with a quote from Franz von Baader
                      Seeing and thinking are two different things,/the one does not explain the other.

observing

researching
his process

binds the pair closer
                       and while he wend his way he read this astonishing sentence  accusation

It is well known is it that a pronounced pedagogic talent often goes hand in hand with repressed paedophilic desires.

know many teachers pedagogues
                                      word from Greek pedo  child  agogos  leader
also known as pedagog
                          dissecting
prefix
       pedo-  paed-  pedo-   means child

ped – agog

paed – agog

child – agog
              child eager child curious . . . to hear  to seesheesh

which then introduced him to ego-syntonic
                                              adjective compatible with the ego  conscious self-concept suddenly hyphenatedcaffeinated up the yinyang
                                                   thoughts wishes impulses behaviour are ego-syntonic when they form no threat to the ego can be acted upon without interference from the superego
                                                                                              noun  the moral component of the personality that represents parental and societal standards he pitched those long ago
determining personal now youre talkin standards of right and wrong moral immoral conscience  aims   aspirations

    if he were a dog hed be looking for a waterbowl  hopefully the water would be cool


he did warn he was wending
  
0032,  Thursday,  7  8. 25
1243,  Thursday,  7  8. 25

https://www.psychiatrictimes.com/view/psychopathology-and-personality-traits-pedophiles

https://www.msdmanuals.com/professional/psychiatric-disorders/paraphilias-and-paraphilic-disorders/pedophilic-disorder

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