she gave him a jigsaw puzzle for his birthday

                                             a fabulously coloured onethousand piece hummingbirds puzzle

he had no where to build it

had cats

            curiositycats curiosity destroys things inadvertently without blame  they are animals guided by their innate gifts

                  unlike

human beings 

                who

endup having to make excuses for theirs

not he

           punished as a boy for saying  You can blow me

parents threw a tizzy

                       until

he informed them what blow meant

                                      How do you know that? they demanded

his curiosity would always outstep outdistance their bizarreneed to protect him

   tha occurred to him

before it occurred to them

a funny smile curled inside his mouth he did not share it

                                                                 Yacant protect me

his words hit like hammer blows

he was the eldest six siblings

                                    he had a sense

I can understand why you might

                                   But you cant    Tha doesnt diminish you in my eyes

Yajust cant

An Ill not pullback on being who I am

If I coud apologise I woud

                              I cant

  Was a really beautiful puzzle

1943,  Sunday,  4  5. 25

Zeppelin  Whole Lotta Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIQMktyP90s