altered
allteared psychotic
aspect episodicpsychotiche
didnt want a psychologist psychiatrist getting ahold of him
their fictions would count more than
his variedvarying truths
no matter which wagged his tongue
for their hour
or chose silence
looked crosseyed
out of the corner of his eye no
small feat as they questioned interrogated him
they wanted dialogue
he
wanted
the effervescent rapture of arguing with
himself
fierce
tag teams
pushed into a corner back to the
wall
the only way out through him
Thru you thru you
truth ruthless truth which
is dangerous which is liberating
angst
anxious
unfettered unbound unmoored
he hid his touchstone from them
played out the chain to his
anchor
lying We’re adrift.
if they werent armwrestling their
fictions theyd understand his lie was unfounded
he imagined
he playcated
fired off endorphins that cried OUT lets get out of here get
outside
Yah
Lets go
Yah
Out
Uncontained unconnotated unconcealed
uncoined unstamped
Guileless
Unguided
Thru-bearing true-bearing
The only way out is through you
he laughed gayly
cried Tha goes for all of
you Confront those who woud have you conform
Escape their coercion
Or
We dwindle dwindle dwindle
dribble dribble dribble into a mascot tha they woud have us become
because
we allowed it
It
Is us
IT
he didnt identify with crisp hard sharp
lines
preferred diffuse indistinct
ethereal
topmost edge of mountains where
rock and air molecules mix mist radiation quivers mirages exist
There Not There
murmurs Here Not Here
Essence
Essense
Absence of corporeality
But one way out
Thru you
639ishness, Friday,
15 9. 06
0951, Saturday,
14 12. 24
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