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You gonna write tha down

hed kept his eyes closed since waking

                                         opened them when he rose went to the hall to the bathroom relieved himselfwashed his hands crossed to the study  the  phosphorescence hands of the clock signed 4:39 well beyond witching hour  took some solace in that and returning to bed he closed them again

Ya gonna write tha down

                           what had wakened him was the word behavioural  printed and mused  and some part of him pushing back  behaviourail   printed and enunciatedpronounced  he knew how it was spelled but he insisted  behaviourail

    

I get it he got it  behaviour rail  behaviourail   railroaded

                                                              isnt that what behaviour is

Ya writin tha down he insisted

Ill remember

You will

I will

Yare awake Why not just write it down so you don have to rememberwont forget it  I bet youd fall back to sleep quicker

   Ill remember

                   he felt the foot of the bed move  he was displeased

Whaif I think you won . .

. . Youd be wrong

   it must have been an hour

occasionally he badgered him that he wouldnt remember

he hadnt fallen asleep

                        cracked his eyelids dawn lighting  he could see

he sat at the foot of his bed his back to him Chil-a-ma-cho written across the back of his tshirt

                                                                                                   He Who Dreams Awake

turningbringing his left legup torso shoulders  turned at the waist square to him 

on the front of his tshirt was also Chil-a-ma-cho

Front and back he said  

So they know head on an from behind

They wontwoudnt have read it last week  Dancing Bear Crumley

No  Perhaps not 

                   But you remembered

I what

You remembered

Thank you for saying so

                            I woudwoudnt I

   You woud  I wasnt arguing

Badgering

             I agree you werent arguing

I didnt want you to forget   Behaviourail  I was really impressed

I as you

          I wasnt going to forget

Railroaded by our behaviour behaviours

We are

        They inform us  Deform us  Fortunately our many arent to our deficit

But to others their deficiencies  damaging  corrupting 

                                                             Sometimes horribly

Yes

You wont forget

You know me You trust me

I do

       Whell then  Ill leave you be

he closed his eyes

                   Yathink the reason why Ive been awake this whole time is because of you

I think

         Im not apologising I didnt want you to forget

Behavioural   Behaviourail

Correct

         Ill leave you

he still had to masturbate to fall back to sleep

                                                 those two crazy dames

0439,  Reggaefriday,  27  10. 23

1432,  Reggaefriday