routine aint a bad thing

he recognised it was a mainstaycritical to him

                                                 not that he didnt mind occasional changeups

however he recognised he was an introvert

enjoyed his own company

                            but

he could be performative

be extroverted

What do you mean performative?

Youre a big boy you get it

                            I didnt enjoy it enough to become an actor but I could play a part 

So you really prefer being on your own?

Youre still living at home

   Home. What do you mean?

Youve livedexcept for college within twenty miles of where you were born

                                                                              Family  Friends

It took me twenty years to escape

Do you really mean escape?

I do

       The last ten were toughest because I knew I meant escape

I was given three tremendous opportunities  I didnt even have to think about em despite them being gold But any meant I would have to stay

You could have made your gold and then left.

I would have been older Coudnt woudnt sell my youth  An had I I woud have established a routine which woud have been agonising to break

                            Good to know thabout ones self

Well, if you weren’t here I’d call bullshit.

Routine

Ruetine

Rudetine

Ruttine

         Rut

Ive never – an I dislike the word – never felt Ive been in a rut

                                                                 Had I stayed home I woud have been

0900,  Reggaefriday,  29  9. 23

1357,  Saturday,  14  10. 23

Tower of Power  So Very Hard to Go  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbyKxiVvpaE