11.4.23


Get on with it awready

he was going to mouth back but giving it a moment he realised they were right shehe heshe  he was draggin his feet   it happened occasionally

Not he was dosed  he dosed

Why don you write it

Thas your job Im only a consultant
                                     Or in this case an insistent prompter Get on with it woudya
he wasnt in the mood 

                         Yare right
Spose well see where it goes
                                        
Thas the spirit 
               heshe shehe reminded him of Varsity high school cheerleaders GOT THE SPIRIT!  YEAH MAN!  WE GOT THE SPIRIT! 
              it wasnt until he was a spectator that he heard them  while he was on the field or the floor he didnt 


he dosed Yare right   Of course I am 
                                          dosed  an inartful way of saying it 
he dosed seeing family again

when they coalescedcame together like when he was a kidwhen everybody lived within an easy halfhour of everyone else weekend clan gatheringsif not all  most

whenever flying in again he recognised its centrality 
                                                       and with people organisations who believe they are the Center others fall into it or are spunout of its orbit

they may believe he was spunout of it

   he chose to go

it escapes them to move out 
                             maybe fearful that having left someone or something will replace them

he was proof otherwise

his misfortune  an inartful way of saying it  was that they lacked consideration that if he didnt visit they wouldnt see him he wouldnt see them 
                           however he understood that before he left  a long time ago

he conceded it then to be true

the advantageHIS of the situation circumstance was that he was imminently capable of withstanding being at a remove

the center holdsthe whole holds because it craves itself more collectively than being alone

   he neither craved nor was satisfied 
                                        he was a satellite  terribly curious of the Outer 
the Other

0817,  Monday,  13  2. 23
1205,  Twosday,  11  4. 23

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