28.2.23


he was a bull in china shop when he let his emotions get the best of him  greedy emotions

so knowing that he put all his valuables up high  away  out of harms reach

   his great fortune

he was not wellheeled 


wellheeled 
            he hoped it yet retained currency  was remembered  though may be archaic today 

he had believed it meant being well shod so imagine his surprise when he learned it did not  its original expression referred to cockfighting  meant providing ones bird good sharp spurs artificial heels  to inflict damage

he hadnt seen a cockfight or was interested so much for machismo his brutality was learned inflicted  with fists not gamed with birds or animals   

may have come to him from the old neighbourhood the dago shoemakers shop 
                                                                                           Maybe
shoes though
               

he had also believed his temperament preceded him

he didnt have to ask We really gotta go there
                                                  but maybe it wasnt his temperament either
may have been his face and hands

he didnt use a mirror shaved by feel 
                                     but if he stood before a mirror held up a fist beside his face he could imagine a coin toss which was uglier

Ahwell so much the cost of refusing to step back step away be willing to fight for something he believed in 

   he was obviously not perfect 

1100,  Monday, 27  2. 23

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