inside closed eyes

its hard to tell what was going on

but if one keys on the undulating motionthe bulge of their corneas shifting chasing  quietfixated  staring at the backs of their eyelids

  one might guess

        

he always had ideas

                       although he spent his days writing

anas he did he saw in his minds eye what he wrote commensurately his dialogue uttered in his ears  playing the parts he considered their wording inflection tempo  pauses    

when he took afternoon breaks to walkread usually several miles before returning home again hed either then prepare his meal feed his cats or viceversa the while playing again what he was in the midst of writing

                                                                                                    during the workweek while his food cooked he watched politics onlinehe was an addict  that was his fathers influence  an after dinner he watched film  his mothers influence  recently he watched seven foreign films in a row  their different settingssensibilities teasedintrigued him  they were unlike American cinema  violence sex violent sex action sex shoot em up sex car chase sex  a tepid pool so shallow one would be advisedcautioned not to dive

                                                                                              if one leaptup and entered from threefeet they might break their fuckin neckSHALLOW  gullible   but what should one expect when given that the majority of adults cant read at a sixth grade level 

                                                       Imagine  they couldnt celebrate the 100th anniversary of James Joyces Ulysses it would be lost on them  they were lost like Hansel and Gretel noshing on frosted gingerbread shingles

he had ideas he could imagineassign to the movement inside closed eyes      

2153,  Twosday,  26  7. 22

1343,  Sunday,  31  7. 22