anile 

               he couldnt remember now how he  stumbled   upon the wordstubbed his toehad to look it up   adjective of or resembling a doddering old woman

he had to admit that anile sounded better than dotard  albeit it a noun  from dotage  meaning a state or period of senile anile decay  marked by a decline of mental acuity and alertness 

                                                                            Jesus   sounding trembling terriblyclose to  retard

not nice language  disparaging old people hed met some sharp cookies in his life and sending them spinning off after their dictionaries and Goddammit! What the hell!  if they can remember where they put it 

                                                                                          leaving them to defend themselves against a juvenile  Oh yeah?   Yeah   OH yeah?   Yeah  Oh Yeah.  YEAH     What are we talking about? 

Fuggitaboutit

 

weird the shit that entertained himthat cropped up in his beaker before bed it was that free-range organic aspect of him that kickedup its heels when he was tired

anile struck him out of the blue he usually liked out of the blue and fat in his lap he played with it like Silly Putty   There   he played with it up against annihilation   No not quite    howbout  anile elation 

                                                                                     annihilations of a sort

anile

senile

juvenile

agile

-ile  suffix

              suffix  prefix  are affixes   word parts attached to ends and beginnings of words  word bases – a word stripped to its simplest form 

                              getting afield here tired third kind of affix is infix whod thought inserting into a word or word base  s  cupsful   swear words  bet-yer-fuckin-ass

                                                                    wandering to bed

mebbe hed dream

                    he promised hed try dream of a moose of bones eating dirt and rocks that fell out through the spaces in his skull or a swimming manatee of bones   hed try all he had to do was visualise when he laid down in bed

 

Sonofabitch he woke  he didnt dream period pieceshe dreamt a period piece late nineteenth century a park and gardens fountains stone animals close a man with a top hat and stout wood cane accusing him of trying to seduce his wife

unwisely he said I dont try   And I did not

I think he murdered me

Or I may have killed him

I heard someone scream Murder! 

                                   an either I was walking away or something-less-than-me was walking away 

he supposed anile elation annihilation followed him in   

1927,  Thursday,  21  1. 21

1326, Twosday,  2  2. 21