he was white

he didnt feel an inordinate supremacy devalued or that his stature was giving way

maybe because those were socially-applied or -conditioned structures  constructs   

 

he did feel a personal ethic or try this on for size virtue which could not be manipulated mangled or effaced steadfast  an ideal stamped in high carbon steel

                                   a formation organic in him and fostered and challenged by his parents and old friends he did odd jobs for as a boy in the neighbourhood

he didnt feel this white FEAR  their entitlement slipping through their fingersbeing stolen from them

thats what they were told

told by some white crackers  snake oil salesmen  carnival barkers 

                                                                     who usedwere using them

it wasnt that they are stupid

it was because they were fearful

seemingly though  it has always been this way in this country   an inherent flaw  

particularly among white men

 

he was not susceptible

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