someday hed like to see her actual diaries 

he had published copies

edited

words correctedhed like to see it written in her own hand

hed fucking learn French if her Executor assured him he could

30 May 1915

Thoughts on the day of my First Communion.

When I see the miseries of this World, I think if I were rich, there would not be one poor person on Earth.

she was 12

it galled him that a single person – one – could always be sacrificed   one

if one could be sacrificed 

then two

if two

then three

if three

then four

at what number are the sacrifices too many

if that number cant finally be said outloud

then those who believe in sacrifice ought be the ones sacrificed

1151,  Monday,  23  12.19

1207,  Monday,  11  5. 20