Ahyah  yah gotit    he remembered   it had been grating his brain like a coarse wood file  Ey got it

                                                                                                              Big Bang  thats what happens when you get pulled out from under your routinethe yokethe grind ya gotta remember things aint at your elbow no more

some people needed routine 

he wasnt sure he was one of them
                                     but there was that glaring obeisance to hardwork putting his head downdigging in the grunting and sweat

thats why his body was in the shape it was

nobodys going to do the lifting for younot for your benefit 

it falls on your shoulders 

so fuckin shaddupquit bellyaching   do it

Big Bang
           not forgotten misplaced  but like most things he couldnt find or remember immediately he bet on a family trait
it was in a safe place

it was a trait or characteristic founded by his wife and ran replete through him and their five childrenfive daughters – he was surrounded by a hoard of old souls – he often remarked “growing up” which included him – there was something to be said about growing up in a house surrounded by beautiful fiercely-intelligent women

and he and his wife ran a democratic household 

if he wanted to watch pro football on Sundayscatch a Monday Night game  they voted  he had to go out

it didnt trouble him as much as he thought it would 
                                                      for it also bestowed upon him BEYOND HIS WILDEST DREAMS which werent democratic or aligned or a crapshoot that anyone wold have bet on that Time of the Month when all his girls were bleedingsix women and they bled at the same time  I LOVE YOU GRRLS!

besides not all the games were worth his a while 

so shining football the only professional sport that interested him his democracy could have been hell but he rather enjoyed the weekends with his wife and daughters his six beauties for the shortest portions of their lives

he didnt use the word knew it typically refrained  however to say he was blessed wouldnt have been inappropriate

Big Bang
           it had gone out of his head for the time beingother things filling itthings he didnt imagined in his life hed negotiated
            Whasa time being

                             an extraterrestrial a sensate peeking inside his skull playing with re-wiring neurons forgetting to post a warning or caution an informative sign of its entrance serial obscuration stretching oblong an oblonger an obloonger

hed written a text to his brotherinlaw of his dilemma hed left a key with him in case his brotherinlaw got luckyfound that he could get some loving his wife was restrictingwithholding his brotherinlaw stopped over to feed his cats

he told him which cupboard to find the coffee beans in  :  :  Tell me, man, Peet’syah, whats the bean? It’s slipped my mind.

:  :  U fucking kidding me? Big Bang? A tenet of our astrophysics, our source of Heavenly Bodies? We have stardust in our bones!

he hadnt forgetten he misplaced it and he remembered before his brotherinlaw chastised him via text

:  :  Ahead of you. I recalled. Peet’s Big Bang is the coffee. I remembered. Thank you for looking in the cupboard.

if his brotherinlaw texted back that he hadnt remembered hed coldly lambast him for putting up with the poor excuse of a woman his wife was

he didnt think hed have to

his brotherinlaw knew his wife was a piece of shit 
                                                      she was the right sex the wrong politics and religion

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