if that didnt blow his mindnot that he minded his mind blown

                                                                  he rather liked it

years of drug use had smiled on him

he was out theregoing inward

                                his whole reason for smoking dope hashish opium snorting THC eating psilocybin peyote dropping tabs of acid orange sunshine was to findthat doorway and burrow deep inside himself  find out what he was made of  find out that what didnt kill him Well just meant he got luckyreceived an undeserved Pass that time

   

although  he never never  never entertained a needle

it was offended him

                      maybemaybe he was a square he didnt think so he didnt mind needles for labwork or donating bloodhe avidly donated gallons and gallons of sloppy A+ blood for whoever needed it victim  or vampire

                                                                                                               yet needles didnt attract himno matter who the fuck was shooting up Stones Beatles Neil Youngs buddies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49M10VIXPk4 they could have it

the buddies he had who shotup he witnessed the revolver pressed to their veins the sighs the aahs their eyes rolling in their skullsrolling back in their skulls a quiet  recess

Adios muthafucker

  

Nah not his thing

                    no matter how many times he was offered

Thats all yours man

sometimes the “All yours man” was the last thing he said to them  maybe the last thing they heard

he had lotsa dead friends

                               but what was tripping him today was his granddaughters watching cartoons on a Monday morning when he was a fucking kid the only cartoons available were had on Saturday morningsTHATS IT  and the cartoons were animals Deputy Dawg Bugs Bunny Daffy Duck Yogi and BooBoo Foghorn Leghorn  Speedy Gonzales Sylvester Tom and Jerry

                          not CGed phony human beings and certainly not hawking social media smartphones  apps

commercials tried

                   but who the fuck paid any attention to commercials

he couldnt say that one commercial ever made him want whatever it was they were hawking . . but then to be sure those doling grass or street corner pushers werent allowed to hawk on television
                                                                                      he had to excuse himself  Excuse me Fuckin cable

The Times Are A-Changin’  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90WD_ats6eE

 

0751,  Monday,  21  10. 19

1601,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  30  10. 19