he came left around a street
corner and lifted his head from the book he was reading to glance ahead at the
concrete walk for belligerent cracks steelposted signs lowhanging tree limbs the
upcoming terrain hed entertain while his head down
some people thought if he went blind hed be in his element
Assholes
I wouldnt be able to read the
words Would I
he found himself not twenty metres behind
two teenage girls
he hadnt seen them cross in
front of him
too engrossed with Thin Air
he withheld his usual summary glance
he watched
So whas the hell with pigtails
that made his ardor rise he asked himself because that would be the deviantwouldnt itthat
thing inside him that provoked him and he had to wrestle withcouldnt allow
free rein animus? the handful for his anima to diminish and if not
at least temporarily throttle
to be honest he was terribly prone to allowing his animus
its way although draumatically inclined
when he interacted with other men against them some men are
misogynists he was a misandrist toss religion in the mix he was a misandChrist he despised religiondespised patriarchy they werent separated by a hairs breadth
he watched
he dug the ones
pigtails what wasnt there to enjoy about
youth squandered while hewe had it the human condition
probably genetically predisposed
conditioned
it couldnt be from a base desire to
dip the ends of her pigails in the inkpot at school despite the grade school desks he used
through junior high had wells to set a jar of ink insidetheir surfaces
spattered and inkfreckled
his animus encouraged him to think the Pollockstyle
spatter was from the girls quibblingyanking their pigtails free from violating
hands rather than unsteady or sloppy hands withdrawing their pen nibs filled to
brimming
pigtails or high ponytails
even
without the Catholic schoolgirl garb which Asiatic girls (and playful women) were still submitting to when
Catholicism should never have been allowed to take hold – its missionaries – as
in America – the indigenous people should have slaughtered those pious white men
and whiteskinned fortune seekers either when their feet touched the shore or
when they were found inland
Why hadnt they
these intruders were compelled Pope Alexanders bull 1493 Inter Caetera conferred on them the Right to colonise
convert and enslave the Native people
however ofcourse that was his anima interrupting him trying to be heady pulling him back from his more coarse
nature his animus
although simply it occurred to him as he dropped his eyes
back into his book that pigtails and
high ponytails would alwayseternally be young
and he wasnt
he also wasnt stupid
which helped
still he was happytickled he saw
the girls pigtails and that his mind flipped back joyously to a time when he
could have played with her and not be impugned
1600ish, Sunday,
7 7. 19
1138,
Monday, 8 7. 19
Ghostpoet One More Sip
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMl93oYmcao
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