there was a timetheres always a time but she found it difficult to get away from cherrypicking times of those times 

she was writing her autobiography 

she wasnt twentyfive 

and thinking of them reminded her blatantly  Of Opportunity

of her powersher tantalizing hypersexuality 

her innocence

and naiveté   

she wasnt naïve  

she had assets 

she merely applied them for the best returnthe BIGGEST BANG for her fuck 

she was always surprised they seemed hurt afterwardssomehow misunderstanding the sum of the equation  

asif she somehow she took advantage of them 

that they werent worthy of her affections  and intentions

Christ look in the mirrorReally  Its simple  I played ya I played ya exactly like you play others Doesnt feel gooddoes it

she knew their hurt feelings were temporary a ploy 

Its a gamea fuckin game You have to strike your worth early an never let anyone take you down from the esteem you hold yourself in

If you were some kind of Gumby hangin out with a sidekick named Pokeyya fuckin kiddin me? you deserve exactly whacha got Pokey

even if she wasnt blessed with the fortune formulation of her genetics purely accidental she wouldnt let anyone prescribe or define her abilities 

she wasnt going to settle for anything less than what she determined was her due

so what if a couple of old men died under herGood riddance isnt that what they paid for besides their hardons were better dead than aliveIm just sayin  

she didnt suffer being too honest 

to her nothing was better in the world than honesty  cleansing

somehow it never came cheap or natural

it had to be tortured into existence

Oh, what a World! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uQJ8WrKnLUs

Little girl?

HA! Little girlmy ass

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