21.12.16






he was in the habit of saying whenever he heard something either ludicrous or implausible or profane(saved the best for last as he heard it least)
Blow me

Take me in your mouth

Suck my cock

granted it was spicy a bit long-winded  halting  it didnt flow   but if pressed hed admit it was his prerogative
A seigniorage(but then theyd think he was speaking another language)


however on rare occasion in accord with his remark it did lead to head  him being pleasantly fellated   frankly though more frequent than he imagined(not that he was fishing for head) 

he wasnt an unappetizing sexual partner  he made sure he gave as good as he got

(You dont give women head
Yes you do)

yet he was forever astonished by the bedroom tumbles that ensued   grateful    though still astonished



he didnt say it as often now


he was forced to deign to more lengthy exposition  vitriolic  smeared with disdain  and because he was uncompromising  genuine  his genuineness was usually respected


he didnt say it as often now

because for the last eight years he curbed himself his remark because he thoroughly enjoyed his vital creative partner

he wouldnt dare risk their relationship by saying so to another woman which wasnt to say he relented when commenting to men  which infuriated them  demeaned their manhood  exceeding even referencing them as bitch(which he didnt do he refused he hardwired himself not to demean women  unless truly provoked) 

which also wasnt to say on occasion that he wasnt a little bit tempted to rail against an attractive woman who spoke out of her ass

he fell to saying Christ youre so full of horseshit  despite knowing he was settling

but that he was willing to settle to compromise quietly spoke volumes to him of what their relationship meant what she meant to him


he wasnt one to hold his tongue




1634,  Twosday,  20  12. 16

“Pascal’s tragic religious vision: ‘Imagine a number of men in chains, all condemned to death, some of whom are executed daily in sight of the rest; then those who are left see their own fate in that of their fellows, and regarding each other with sorrow and without hope, wait till their turn comes: this is a picture of man’s condition.’”

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