12.1.16



books

             mebbe ya know how it is with books

like women an men or men an women

                                                                  ya pick em up an try em out
they capture yer attention
some ya hadnt a fuckin clue wha it was ya were thinkin
an dropped em like a handful of attractive wicked nettles  slight invisible needles stuck in yer skin   irritatin



thats how books were to him
                                                intriguin

he gave em half-a-chance to despoil their intrigue on their own




he was readin Open Veins   --   more notorious an eyewidenin if he said it that way   --   than completing the title
of Latin America   because the United States didnt give a rats ass about its southern hemisphere any more than Europe cared for Africa  except to steal what they could   did he say steal  No  that was incorrect  Rape  under their heels an large-bore weaponry  their Imperial jurisdicktion  he didnt believe their moral compasses kicked in or questioned   Should I  because I can?  it was answered centuries ago  answered racially  religiously  an if the indigenous people were worth their salt wouldnt their God or Gods have stopped them  it remained hard on him to imagine these white people beget an raised children an yet fucked to the eyeballs other peoples children because they deemed them lesser an undeserving

when he said he was reading Open Veins   he couldnt help but watch their salacious reactions  craven  unfurl like coloured flowers to the warm sunlight

he restrained himself to explain an let them do the talking

Was it about suicide

No  Genocide

they didnt get it  or even cared(they may have knew him too well)  an their interest waned


Wait Wait Dont you want to hear


No  they didnt


they didnt even want to play the thought experiment that occurred to him three pages into the book
                                                                                                                                                                    Imperialism
for all he knew they may have thought thats what European countries did

never America or Americans

who may have been culled or tamed if Inians had killed the late 16th Century European intruders as soon as they set foot in the Atlantic Oceans shallows
slaughtered them wholesale

no good deed goes unpunished

he would have wondered outloud to their diminishing backs as they walked away  the Louisiana Purchase  the whole of Manifest Destiny: Texas acquired during the American-Mexican War(despite our preference of the Mexican-American War a tepid suggestion that Mexico initiated the conflict   --   but alas Conquerors write History)  the Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo acquiring the whole of California    the overthrown of Hawaiis Queen Lili’ uokalani    the Philippine-American War  ditto   Nothing to see here Move it along

so much of America revolves around Its seeing and unseeing   were particularly adept(entitled)

an seemingly  particularly  gutless




his thought experiment came as he read Galeano and wondered where does Imperialism go when its exporting becomes difficult   --   wouldnt it internalise itself:  The strength of the imperialist system as a whole rests on the necessary inequality of its parts . . . the oppressor . . . gets steadily richer in absolute terms   --   and much more so in relative terms   --   through the dynamics of growing disparity

huh  if that didnt sound like the inequality occurring inside the United States he didnt know what did

yet he couldnt sway a thoughtful or curious discussion outright because he was talking(or braying) at the backs of his departing friends and neighbours who apparently hadnt the time(or luxury) to hear or hazard to debate refute or agree with his perception(argument)





books

its too bad he couldnt magically incite one to life

probably because if he did he would seek out more and more books and one at a time flip them into existence and they would terminally supplant those earthlings he once struggled very hard to encourage befriend and talk with

hed have to be very careful to turn more than a few Romance novels to assure himself carnal pleasures

yes  sex occurs in the brain

but its really zesty when it happens to ones body



Lights! 
 
Cameras! 
 
Mirrors! 
 
Action! 






1330,  Friday,  8  1. 16 
 2255,  Friday,  8  1. 16 (went 333,555 in Digger to-day)

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