Its difficult to help someone that when youre finished

                                                                                       they thank God

not only thank Him   but thank Him first
and then  unceremoniously    forget        

                                                            forget 
how the hell does one forget

                                               to thank whoever helped them

he was assured Gods never worked his Wonders through him

they had a firm understanding  live and let live

he didnt knock His involvement with the little people
and He steered clear of his business

still  somehow  his actions became incorporated  coopted         

                                                                                            Youre a vessel of Good

And youre out of your freaking mind  Im neither a vessel  or vassal

It may be hard to imagine the hell one pays when they stand their ground  refuse to help
when theyre utterly explicit

                                             Dont ask Dont waste your time Dont make me say no
as another Please reverberates in his head 

he supposed he hadnt said it in Biblical Aramaic Catholic Latin or Christian English
and thats why he didnt make a vivid impression

though he was never one who sought to inform or perform for Impressions sake

then the waterworks

No

then the crude vicious words

Are you listening to yourself you really think Im gonna roll over for that mouth   No

then the cruder  facetious   apology

No

      it truly challenges ones civility

. . . the Meek shall inherit the Earth

                                                          Matthew 5:5

he wondered what abysmal Earth that was

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