24.1.15



girls like ponies
boys like ponytails
there was nothing to knock about either
a handful of hair
a handful of mane
the clutching clinging 
guiding

he caught the flip of a ponytail from across the parking lot
not that he was looking
his peripheral was at work for him without him telling it to
like blood in the water
or a ball off a bat
Naturally he knew where it was going and how to get there before the ball hit the ground

thats why he played outfield 
he had the speed to carry him there
everyone had their indigenous talent
a kid does not play by himself and practise practise practise
to not turn an over-the-shoulder grab on a dead run when it counted

there were no fences then
to stop him from running them down
he just went with it
he always just went with it
and catching it he could admire it
or throw it back as fast as it came 
Naturally it was in him
it was in him and he never saw any need to apologise for it
even when those around him believed he ought to have outgrown it

how do you outgrow something thats Naturally inside you
when it was well-developed in you

Why do you do that
I dont know  Why do you breathe

it made no sense to him to deny his talent
curbing it would be Unnatural
how do you do something Unnatural
that question piqued him



he closed on the flip of hair
it was catchable
maybe it wanted to be caught
and Naturally he caught it
that is not to say the ball never beat him to the ground or he muffed the grab
that was part of the game and no one playing is perfect

however it made no sense denying what came Naturally
he did not see it was enviable because envy did not register with him 
a lot of things did not register with him
and if it did with others
wasnt that their problem
he didnt seek to make other peoples problems his
he accepted it was a course of human Nature
and everyone should have their course
their way
he didnt begrudge anyone their way and he didnt expect anyone to begrudge him his

the way he saw it
it was a big world out there
with room enough for everyone: 
                                                    You mind yours and Ill mind mine  if you dont mind
 

girls like ponies
he liked ponytails



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