yawanna twist his nut

go ahead

ya go right ahead n tell im

tell im you didnt have his back

tell im about yer obligations yer sense of responsibility

tell im   all about yer honor

(what the fucks that huh)

that it lies

with some bloodless corporate icon   some bland slogan Marketing thought clever

and whos to argue with Marketing

  

in the course of their four five minute heated disgussion 

his only defense was  --  fiduciary obligation  --  to mean  poignantly elucidated 

accusations

--   You dropped the ball  You didnt do your job  You put the screws to me rather than stand up 

which you should have  were obliged to

                                                        And then you squawk fiduciary obligations   to a company 

fiduciary obligations outweighing the obligation you assumed on my behalf twenty years ago

your fiduciary  

up-the-ass

warrants you not having my back

warrants you refusing to stand up to higher-ups for fear of making waves    or worse

singling yourself out as a less-than-teamplayer  who  in the pinch might 

not play ball

toe the line

or further their obsessive tact

the Bark  Bark  Bark  into his ears were

--   I have fiduciary obligations to the company

   

fiduciary

sounds insidious

like he was telling him  in Latin  Fuck you 

or in some obscure crank language  Ya fuckin douche

one gets a little Edgy

when fiduciary  frankly  becomes the lexicon for  I sold you down the river

funny a white man should ever get edgy about that

not that that was ever a white mans fear

  

fiduciary

fiduciary obligations

--   Here  This is for you

he took a folded paper from inside a blue payment envelope he held in his hand and stuffed 

it down the neck of his shirt

he paled a bit when he grabbed him roughly by the collar 
(were talking white collar)

--   Its my remedy my absolution  Its what you should have gotten for me without me ever asking

--   What is it

--   Youd ask the same damn question even after you looked at it  You dont see what the main office communicates  You never see things from my  a customers perspective 

It confirms the payout I told you I wanted two years ago  and repeatedly  during the interim  whenever I asked you to intercede on my behalf

Which you did when asked  Good dog  Hurrah  And were told No  And accepted No

Because the fact of the matter is

it wasnt your ass

your loss

But it was

and is

You took No

because they told you No

You didnt push

I know you know that

You didnt push

--   They said No  When they say No who am I to argue

--   Youre suppose to argue

for me

You were obliged to argue
for me

Oh

Fiduciary

I know differently now

he pulled a check from inside the payment envelope

--   This  Is what remains of my accounts with your company

One account

A mock piddling of what it was

I suppose  oddly  it is a reflection of your fiduciary obligation and responsibility to the company

And when they ask you can tell them

Im sure they hawkeye your bottomline as if it was the greatest ass known to Man

You cant answer their questions

because Im confident theyll be beyond you

have em give me a call

Ill bring em up to speed

I cant tell ya the contempt  the temptation Ive got goin on inside me                                                                                  

to call you a cocksucker to yer face 

                                                                                                   

But                                                                                                                                                            

yaknow

I dont think someone who sucks their own cock

can be called a cocksucker

0105,  Sunday,  24  8. 14