inadvertently he let slip a morose a rather unsightly truth 

                                                                    as people will

but hed given it a lot of thought

Yes there was selfconcern 

                               as there usually is he wasnt being greedy hadnt a greedy bone in his body

his concern was for HIS trees to be able to cherish them in another thirty years trees he planted in the yard of the house he rented 

                  he found and transplanted five theyve flourished and in turn have helped him flourish 

buddy said I can’t believe you said that out loud.

I didnt mean it in a bad way an inconsiderate way 

                                                          Terribly factual

Wishing your landlords dead. 

I did not say that

   That’s what I heard.

Then I suggest you clean your ears real good I did not say that

What did you say?

Testing testing can you hear me  Whad I just say

You’re being ridic . . 

. . Ridiculous I own tha descriptor cherish it 

                                                 Whad I say 

he was irritatedshowed in his face Treating me like a child face 

                                                                    abruptly Testing. Testing. 

Thank you  Correct

                       Its best you understand  You irritate me too 

I do not like being misunderstood or taken out of context Ive spent the better part of my life combating it an combating is unfortunately accurate

                          I aint anal but I am a stickler for details when they concern me

YEAH. I know.

                 Yawanna get on with it.

   Yah

         I said If I can outlive my landlords if I can Ill really be able to enjoy my trees

Youll recall I also said I am somewha a Johnny Appleseed Ive transplanted dozens of trees but unfortunately most have been cut down 

                 I outlive my landlords these five wont be cut down in my lifetime Thad be a nice send off

A nice send off . . the trees surviving you? 

Yes 

      An particularly YES  when you consider how many Ive lost an an  antha every house domicile Ive lived in are also not existent 

                  This rental is likely my last hurrah likely where death will catchup with me annihilate me

Annihilate. 

             That’s mighty grim.

   Mighty accurate

2008,  Thursday,  11  5. 23

1136,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  14  5. 23

Bohren & der Club of Gore  Nightwolf  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJwWDO3IrMI