10.3.21


the sky before him was frighteninglyblue 
                                          it was oppressive                      

he was tempted not to continue in the direction he walkedtempted to return from where he came 

why he left he couldnt saydidnt remember 
                                                        how long had he been walking
he couldnt recall

it had to be before daylight 
                            didnt it

he couldnt say


where was he going


he hadnt a clue
                remembering   he laughed to himself  Im walkin here though not remembering where he was walking 
humour helped him transcend confusion irritation  upset    helped on his waywherever he was going


still nothing  NADA




the sky upset him 
                  frighteninglyblue  then his eye caught something down at the sharp horizon
it hooked his eye
like a fishhook
tugged on it
                          better follow along than resist    hook tears out the eye
he liked it right where it was

 

 

a tree it seemed to be a tree   jetblack etched against the frighteninglyblue like a crack in fine china  a violation abused

 

 


closer
      the tree was barren  leafless   blackheavy trunk  guessseveneight metres up splits in three  left and center are ominous  branched   the right limb is snappedjaggedly off  threefour metres of accusingblackness

 


closer
      it resembles ascending lightning   a blackshard spit out of the earth 


closer
     ohshit O shit   OHSHIT  its not a treethe skys cracked a jeblackness depth behind the skycurtain
                                                                                                             he begins to backpedalnot taking his eye off it Take the eye I donwanit hoping he hadnt approached too closehadnt made itmade it aware of him

blackshard
ascendinglightning
frighteninglyblue

                the blue grewbluer
                                   black grewblacker
                                                       it pursued himhe turned to r . . .
  

 

 

The past is never dead. It’s not even past.

0619,  Twosday,  9  3. 21
1234,  Twosday,  9  3. 21
Faulkner 

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