Because you scared the shit out
of me
when you blubber through tears and sobsclutch at your heart because it
feels like it is going to explode because
you scared the shit out of me legitimises the scene youve created you neednt apologise the fearthe discombobulation your frenzy is
excused because if your witnesswitnesses
have humanity compassion have
empathy they will give you room because they fear that time when their card
is turned and it will be turned and the irretrievablenessthe abyssthe blackness
thats enveloped you will be theirs
Because you scared the shit out
of me
he was breathless he woke crying
he awakened crying before
he was grateful he didnt share
his bed with anyone
because sharing it they were intimate and they would naturally want to try and comfort him but there was no comfortno wordsno embrace
that could
a fools errand to console him
nor did he want to be
consoled he wanted the timethis time as
before as will be he wanted these discrete times involute inviolate to suffer to learn to manage to accept what is unacceptable
Because you scared the shit out
of me
he cried it now out loud he cried it often because he could never tell hershe would
never hear him
Death cauterises one from the
other
she felt otherwise
he did not
he suffered her death as an
amputation
the irretrievableness is as real as feelingsuffering
pain in his ghost limb
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