19.4.18


she was smallso very small butched hair  long neck  

when he touched her she trembled I’m not afraid

he took her at her word


he smelled her hair at its crown  breathing her in he gently moved his face through her hair down the side of her head

he paused watched her pulse beat in her neck

leaning into her his firmness against her bellyagainst her quickening diaphragm  he watched her pulse pick up

he put his nose to her ear  to the basethe side of her skull  deeply breathing her in  her soft fragrance babylike

I . . I’m . . . he placed his lips on her jugular . . I’m not afraid

she didnt move

she leaned like a rabbit against the wall perhaps imagining herself cornered or invisible 

her breaths massaged his cock

You have nothing to fear  Youre very beautiful   Do you know that   

Am I?

Yes Very beautiful  You should know that


he ran his thumb along her collarbone 

he slipped it under the wide V-neck viscose sweater she wore  rustcoloured  complimenting her auburn shag 

he ran his left hand up her sleeved arm buying slack in the sweater its bodice

she sighed high in her throat

he kissed her jugular  then in one movement he slipped her sweater off her shoulder exposing her breast
she gasped

he cupped her warm breast in his hand and gently nudged her erect nipple with his thumb

she breathed openmouth

he placed his mouth over hers inhaling as she exhaled exhaling as she inhaled a pollen exchange a dance of honeybees

their tongues hesitant serpents intertwined

her hand went to his jeansher hands went to his jeans  Oh Christ she said into his mouth

he smiled over her mouth 501s buttonflies baby 

as she went madly at his pant fly he clutched and greedily lapped her breast  sucked   bit her nipple

Christ! she threw her head back laughing

he bit harder



shifting realities

spun in a zoetrope

dancing on twelve polished mirrors
                                                        flickering
madly 

she escaped
he didnt know see  how
he held a pale blue wool sweater in his hands

he was hungry

opening the sweater he found broken shell halves of seven brown eggs  broken yolks  quivering whites

he let the sweater go slack in his hands and forming a bowl with it he ate around the shells sucked them into his mouth spat them out onto the ground a forest floor debris lichen rot mushrooms small delicate flowering plants
                                                                                                            small insects 

he sucked the ruined eggs out the wool  and finished he flipped the sweater over and wiped his face clean

he looked around he looked up
                                 treetops swayed in the wind they sounded like voices speaking in tongues he didnt recognise and couldnt understand


after watching them for a while he didnt see there was any reason to stay to wait

he wore boots

he spat in his palm and Huck Finn style he slapped it with two finger watching in what direction the largest gob flew 

thats where he would walk


he followed the gob


it would be interesting



reality shifts


2132,  Monday,  16  4. 18
incited dreams (1221),  Thursday,  19  4. 18

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