19.1.25


Aaah    he understood
                         the stranger
the stranger at the unknownunrealised cold deep  iceclotted river bank

inside the limegreen car
                           limegreen
was worked into his quilted bedspread
the stranger
                  wasnt a woman

she was female

                      female
she sat drew her legs in shut the door the car lurch forward went over the edge knifed into the river like stone  and was gone
    WAIT
she would have heard him
                                 but she wouldnt have understood him
didnt understand English

   didnt understand any word any human being woud have utteredSCREAMED


she wasnt human

she was a cat
                     leftie

when she entered the car
                             she was doomed
he couldnt have saved hernot in his dreams
not his dreamed-selfnot his dreaming-self


   death  like a cold river
                             erases us
except for memories


a mosaic hes always had to contend with
                                               waking  asleep
the fabric that shrouds him

afternoon,  Sunday,  19  1. 25

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