NOW (2113 – Saturday – 23 11. 24).

                                         What do you got?

Guess well find out

    You don’t sound very optimistic.

Im tryin to get past tha baby girls head

                                         Like marzipan  bright blue eyes

I usually don care for sweets

     She was delicious

That . . . . that . that’s not . optimistic.

Optic-mistic

              Youll note I said it asif it were hyphenated highfiendnated caffiend  callowfiendnated

An immature

inexperienced

fuckinup fiendishness

                        Like anything it takes works  It doesnt appear out of nowhere asif Touched by the Hand of God

    Hand of God.  Creating fiendishness?

Yakiddin me I bet sometimes He throws a handful of mud at the wall to see wha sticks

Hes a funny motherfucker wicked sense of humour

Hang your Son on a cross

                             Bit like eatin a babys head

I don’t think you got anything.

    You

Me?

Whayagot

Why you asking me?

You asked me

                Goes two ways wha ya got

I got you’re troubling me.

I said you’re troubling me.

Nothing?                                                                                                                     

As I understand an interviewing technique

                                                Remain silent  Anfor some reason it provokes the interviewee They become uncomfortable think they answered incorrectly or insufficiently an need to explain but theyre not givin a lead in any direction so they fill it with noise that has absolutely nothing to do with what was asked

    I have nightmares too.

It wasnt a nightmare

That was a nightmare.

Time comes I have one Ill tellya

    Now you sound optimistic.

I am

       Were treading in my reality my long an unwinding real

Long and unwinding . . .

                            Reel? Or real?

Spell

R E E L.   R E A L.

You said it

What do you mean?

Either orders accurate

he thought REEL REAL REAL REEL

                                       That’s uncomfortable.

However

            Accurate

    Wasn’t a nightmare?

Not according to what Ive witnessed

    You think you have PTSD?

Who doesnt   Baggage

                          Nobody gets out of childhood without baggage