29.7.24

had too much to drink last night

couldnt stop pouring  

then in one burst of ambition he cut him offtook his keys
                                                           he wasnt going anywhere
NO
     he was home alone


woke in the morning achy had to chuckle
                                           Achy alchy Serves ya right bitch

ran a hot tubtossed in a handful of mineral salts

getting inlying down cranked the heat with his foot until he almost couldnt tolerate it 
                                                                                         tolerate squared
half the time he couldnt tolerate himself
                                            still
to this point he had had to chuckle
                                          wondered if thatd grow old


reached back overhead cupboard grabbed a washcloth submerged it in the steamy water sliddown closed his eyes laid it over his face
                 wondered if molding in a wet grave would feel like this

   silent


dogs in the neighbourhood quit baying
                                         nice   very nice

laid there


maybe he fell asleep
                   a soft fizzingpopping sound  like really small frogs might croak afraid bigger frogs would find them eat them fiizzzzzzzpop fizzzzz popfizz  fiizzzzzzzz pop  pop
                                                           gently he slipped the washcloth from his facelooked at his feet
BUBBLES
            bubblyBBUBBBBLES
saw the last of his feet crumble  dissolve

   dissolve Alka-Seltzer had to chuckle
                                          Alchy-seltzer
soft bubbles softereffervescence had to chuckle
                                                   Speedily
he dissolved
 
0757,  Monday,  29  7. 24
1051,  Monday

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