didnt listen to himself

                         Trouble with a capital T whenever he defied himself

   Whawere you thinkin

Back off

         If I needya Ill let ya know  sighed   Happened a long time ago

   he told his daughter he lived vicariously through her

                                                           Your life your travels diving your time at sea it dwarfing mine  I love tha about you   Im envious  Congratulations

                                                         I know its not been easy

Really Papa?

Comon

         Don gimme an incredulous puss   Im tellinya

I’m confused.

                  What . . . . what went wrong?

he smiled Your mother

                          I mean it in the best possible light I didnt see her coming

Didnt imagine a woman of her caliber woud be attracted to me

                                                                   Thought I always had tha going for me

How could she not?

                      Your bright, handsome . . .

he interrupted her vigorously duground in his pockets with both hands

she chuckled

                  Whatever are you doing?

he smiled

              Thought I had some loose change folded paper money chumpchange  Left it in the car

For what?

To tip you

Jesus Papa, are you ever serious?

   Eventually  After the humour passes   Its my default

                                                             Ive suffered too many reversalslosses to take myself seriously

Then like right now  Im forced

Case in point

Case being?

Keep moving One foot ahead of the other

                                                Forward Don look back

That’s how you live your lif . .

. . Now

           Too late

How?  Can you explain?

Yah

      If you stay in one place long enough you create   space spaces   that trigger memories   Then when you pass theminhabit them  the space is enveloped in memory Captive   Imprisone . .

. . Prisoner?

   Yes  Precisely

                     When you keep moving ya limit things  triggers

Memories ought to happen on their own accord  Not enshrined by physical locations

Longer you spend anywhere . .

. . Isn’t there comfort in that?

Isnt there discomfort

Yes.

Yah

      Id say what triggers you when you return home  is home  Lived here eighteen years before you went off to school

Home  Here

               Does not provide you good memories  does it

   No.

Keep moving

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