8.3.24

feeling silly
              not a typical mood unless he was high but it was Reggaefriday  had been since he christened it

after his wifes death he found the music
                                           found solace in reggae  embraced it
thought likely it embraced him first
                                     had been waiting in the wings

   need

opposed to want


had tea with a friendcouldnt say he ever had tea before with anyone
                                                                                 Hell Why not
Tea? cocked his head like a small bird

Yes They have a ginger turmeric tea
                                          Appeals to me
I’m not drinking tea.

Didnt say you had to  I am

I’m not.

Jesus  Then don


friend ordered a tea too

he didnt say a thing


seated on a tall stool at a tall table beside a tall window bathedglittering in sunshine he mentioned offhand a need was seemedwas beginning to surface
                                    A need of knead

I hear you. Ain’t a soul I know who refuses want more than you. Often I think I remind myself of you and your carbon footprint.

Footprint
Yes.
     Ever thought that if you were walking on sand . . you’d scarcely make an imprint.
Thas extrem . .
. . It’s not. I’ve mentioned you to people and they’re dumbstruck.

You ought to consider the people who you hang out with Lotsa conspicuous wealth disposable income
                                                                                                              Nevertheless thank you   Quit talkin about me

I can’t help myself. We’re friendshell . usually we talk every day.

We do but we don talk about other people

   We don’t . . . do we?

No

HUH.
We have better things to talk about

   I . ah . . just . realised that we don’t talk about people.

No he saw the expression on friends face 
                                            An epiphany    

Ya know.  Yeah. It is.

he took a deep draught of his ginger turmeric it cooled sufficiently


   So   My need to knead . .
. . Excuse me for interrupting, let me conclude my thought.  Your negligible footprint?

   I hadnt planned it It occurred to me   Like reggae

You didn’t discern, think it out? 

No Not really  Im cheap
                          Ive not been one to treat myself You can take the boy out of religion but not its training out of the boy Denial is a central tenet of Catholicism
I was a good Catholic until I wasnt

I was raised Catholic too.

I know

Okay. Thanks.   This conversation is already more than I’d anticipated.

   Really

Yes.
Its me
         Arent I He Who Blindsides   My Indian First Person name if I were
Yes.
      Yare.

My knead

   Yes.  Your need.
                      What of it?

I think I need to move on it

Is this kindalike a confession?

If you wish  Perhaps

I feel honored.

Don let it go to your head  Youre the only person I talk with face to face

So, you thinking of putting up your asocial behavior.

If I knead Ill have to

You have a plan?

No   Im just putting out it into the world into the ether  Suspect it will evolve as reggae did

If you had a plan it might happen quicker.

Im patient

If you need it . .
. . Its not an addiction

   I’m just saying.


Awright  Guess I better let you in on my knead
                                                     I thought you knew me betterwoudve guessed
You’re a hard fish to figure.

Ill take tha

You’re welcome.  he smiled blissfully

Thank you

   My knead

Yeah?      

K N E A D

suddenlytipped forward like he was kneed in the balls  Jesus.

1432,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1102,  Reggaefriday,  8  3. 24

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