Not autistic

Havent Aspergers

Fuck spectrum

Theyre not me

                 Just

Don touch me

I don like it  

               I don like it no more

his mother stroked his head

                               Are you listening to yourself. That’s not my boy.

Maw

     he grabbed her wriststilled her hand took it from his headresisited  No boy  Not no more

Im tellinya where Ive landed

                               Its not your fault not your guilt  Im stealinem from ya

Consequences

Accountable

Penance howbout penance

                                  I think youd like to think this is my penance  Yah

No.

Why

What you’ve said is ugly.

Ugly An ugly truth   It aint usually pretty

                                             Me    Im honest

I don need a confessional

I can look in a mirror an confess

                                      I don like to be touched

Makes me uncomfortable

   Im not worthy

I refuse to be in debtrefuse to owe

                                       Thamakes sense

No.

    That’s terriblethat's harsh.

Maw

      Arent consequences accountability penance punishment  necessarily harsh

Yataught me choices carry weight

The question always

                       Was I willing to bear it

Yah  I was I am

Yaraised me right raised me to assessunderstand my decisions

Ive not made blind decisions

This is where they have lead me

   Im good

             Im good Maw

It don hurt

It hurts me more than it hurts you?

I don know  It shoudnt

                         If it does thas on you my love On you

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