7.10.23


. . . squatting on an ottomanWOKEUP

he could have been more gentle with himself
                                                but
it was him afterall
                    anif he couldnt abuse himself then he certainly couldnt abuse others
tit for tat he wished his nickname were Tat for Patric rather than Butch
                                                                           Butch  Really  Where did that come from
he caught his parents at once in the kitchen talking
they looked puzzled
that wasnt encouraging
                         Well  Butch   Whered tha come from
his mother cleared her voicehis father spoke 
                                               When you were born . . you looked like a Butch, a tough cuss no nonsense.
But.  his mother spoke
                         We wouldn’t have that on your birth certificate, Patric.

   An Patric not ending with a K   Not clever

his father laughed 
                    We weren’t trying to be clever. Patric’s was a corner tavern in the old neighbourhood. 
Bucktown.
Yes.
      When no one knew where your grandfather was he could usually be found there, throwing darts, shooting pool, making a few buckskeeping things interesting, nothing serious. Your grandfather was amiable if he was anything.

And decorated

Yes.  Decorated. Respected. Kept his word.

A really good man. his mother said  Like your father.

Apple doesnt fall far from the tree

Or a peach. his father laughed Cuz, Patric, you’re a real peach.  he laughed more heartilyhis mother joining in a real couple of characters

 

squatting on an ottoman was hissed in a very strange voice in his dream hafexpected to find a serpent coiled to strikeADIOS
              not ever had a door hit him in the ass on the way out or snakebit
easier ways to wake
not ejected
           he was out capital O capital U capital T  OUTwasnt stickinround to find out what emitted that soundsentence didnt sound appealing
                                         and the dream preceding it he didnt touch it  whenever he was in a labyrinthnatural or constructed he let himself be played figured one day itll be revealed why labyrinths mazes were so prolific
had an inkling

revealed


death at its enddying in his sleep
                                            foreverdreaming

AM,  Saturday,  7  10. 23
1122,  Saturday

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