3.7.23


   Jean  Madeleine
he made their acquaintance years earlierthey came into the liquorstore where he worked                                                                                                                            despite living in the United States since the 60s60 years their accents remained thickhe had to hang on their every word to understand them  if they didnt have to address an Anglo they spoke Frenchcant improvenot tha he thought they wanted to their English enunciations pronunciations if they didnt practise beyond mesmerising entertaining peopleComon spot on  he dated a French woman he didnt care wha she was saying as long as she said it in French  she laughedWha  I called youhow you say  apple 
a hot aromatic horse turd  Turd or apple Apple  Sounded marvelous just keep talkin babykeep talkin 


   they were always together

he was at the library and ran into Jean
                                          How arya wheres Madeleine 
tears welled in his eyes 
                        She is home.
Home Yare home
he laughedit choked on a brief sob  he gathered himself

Jean

Yes my friend.

Is Madeleine okay

She is not well. She cannot walk. Doctors are not helping.

Theyre trying their bestwha they can Yes

I do not know. She is only worse.
                                     Madeleine was a world-class athlete, cross-country skier, all legs. We meet I call her Legs . . . my beautiful pet . . then she date me. In New Zealand not long ago we climbed the volcano.  I could not make the top. She left and went alone. We hike she say Keep up. I will leave you behind. 
                                                                                         Now she cannot walk.  Her spine.
I’m terribly sorry to hear tha Jean

he wiped his eyes with his handkerchief 
                                           Hates the wheelchair. You go Jean, I’ll stay here.  Go. a sob broke his throat  Excuse me.

he gripped Jeans shoulder

Go. 
    I do not want to . . Go. But I must. 

they stood silently before a bank of computers people busying themselves quietly around them 


I am afraid she is going to leave me behind . . again.

3pmish,  Saturday,  1  7. 23
1000,  Monday,  3  7. 23

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