3.6.23

 
   absently Hmm not in the cards

across the table from him his girlfriend said Didn’t catch the cards you were hoping for?

he looked up from his Excuse me

Not in the cards, you said not in the cards.

Did I

Yes.

Sorry was thinkin out loud you know  habit of mine

I should have taken a hint from the deep sigh that preceded it.

I sighed

she nodded a soft smilean encouraging smile on her lips  Deeply.

Wow Im really not in the game he laid his cards facedown

she set hers downreached across the table took his hand What’s up, babe?

he squeezed her hand he was thankful for her she was good to himgood for him always gave him his space ofttimes most of the time more generous than she needed to be
                                                         Thank you baby  I was thinkin I cant be a mountain man  

her smile enlarged No. The mountains’ loss, they’re missing out.

he laughed robustly

she saw his spirithis demeanor liftedbolstered she laughed with him 
                                                                          What made you think that?
My tendencyas you know  to be alone 

I never take it as a slight.

No No you don  Just born into the wrong time

I like the time. If you hadn’t been I wouldn’t know you and I enjoy our time very much she squeezed his hand tight shook it gently relaxed her grip

he squeezed hers 
                   Id rather be a mountain man than a hemitwhich Im becoming 
Hermit.

No  a womans a hermit many times more widows than widowers Hemit chuckling he squeezed her hand

   Okay, then at least a playful hemit.
I love playing with you

You ought to play with me more often.

Perhaps  though I respect your time I always want you to do for you firstbe selfish treat yourself first your habit you spread yourself thin leaving too little for you too little time for yourself 
                                                                         Im a big boy an as you know he tapped his temple with his indexfinger yare always right here even if yare not physically  I wake to you I go to sleep with you You help me be alone  Alone is not lonesome

   You say.

I do I do

You do. 


I cant be a mountain man

1430,  reggaefriday,  2  6. 23
1129,  Saturday,  3  6. 23
Colin Stetson  The Righteous Wrath of an Honorable Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cns50Eh_-_Q

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