23.5.22


  . . fresh green grass . . where do the children play . . . 
                                                             he mused it found its way 

he had lost the little handcarved bone buffalo his girlfriendbefore they were girlfriendboyfriend thoughtfully gave him in 2008completely surprising him  he didnt realise she understood his fondness for buffalo  for bones   their artistry 

they had to meet a second timemonths apart before they coalescedcaught fire  

as abysmal their first meeting was was as enchanting their second     

it blew their minds


he had carried the buffalo with him every day since

 

it fell from a holesonofabitch in a pocket of his athletic shorts  Sonofabitch       

returned homerealising he had he called her immediately

they played phonetag

finally they spoke early eveningfor which he was grateful the sun hadnt set he knew telling her in the dark would be hard on him 
             The Hemingway line whawas it  YesThe Sun Also Rises  It is awfully easy to be hard-boiled about everything in the daytime, but at night it is another thing.  it stuck with himhed never lose that  there was only one hole big enough to steal it from him


Are you okay? Your messages made me nervous.

Im sorry to worry you I had to tell you I . . I coudnt leave it to a message

he confessed
   
       he concluded  Im depressed Ive lost too many people I love as you know  an the little buffalo consoled me
I know that sounds nuts but its true  hed become a talisman  helped fortify me when I was unable to reach you

I am sorry.

Thank you
          Thank you for sharing giving him to me   He is irreplaceable

 


slowlyslowly slowly  he retraced his walkingreading steps
                                                                he couldnt say how many driedyellow broken leaves and bits of trash paper looked like him 

he found two dimes three pennies two carbusted dead young squirrels

suntime,  Sunday,  22  5. 22
1143,  Monday,  23  5. 22
Cat Stevens  Where Do the Children Play?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPHawByQeQo 

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