Yare pregnant 

              words he didnt ask  not once even having three children    he couldnt imagine 

once the male rite of passage was buying rubbers 

they were tucked safely behind the pharmacists

he had to stepup step into the breach and speakBARK 

                                                       anhe barked like a big dog because he never wanted to ask  incredulously dumbly  Yare pregnant

then ’65 rolled around 

the game changed

the rite 

    castrated 

Planned Parenthood in its infinite wisdom won their US Supreme Court victory Griswold v. Connecticut 

                                                                                                          anwhile he wasnt chasing tail then he understood its ramifications 

leaving home years later  dating (rubbers burning a hole in his pocket) if the evening went that way and the girl said Don’t, we don’t need that; I’m on the pill. hed say  Prove it

What?

I wanna see

You want to see what?

I want to see your dispenser

You got balls.

I do hence why I wanna see with my own eyes

that abruptbrief dialog he knew the risk killed several amorous adventures 

                                                                                 but better safe than really fuckin sorry

besides  not that the girl knew  a rubberthose rubbers then  thick  were quite desensitising  he was often a handsfree lifelike dildo  hed ream till they screamed and over their panting hed ask  Could ya help a brother out 

                                                                                                             lotsa head

lotsa 69s

           he was grateful  had grateful lovers

 

the Pill was a gamechanger

warm naturallylubricated sex was the best 

                                            though it amped his sensitivity and he wasnt the handsfree lifelike dildo he once was

but reloaded

he could roll one on

and there was a good chance a passionate STOP would ensue I’M TOO SENSITIVE then hed counter that with a good oldfashion tonguelashing 

                           a couplethree times he seriously thought they broke his nose 

                                                                                         but fuck  a small price to pay

 

and for his disciplinehis mindfulness 

                                        never did ask  Yare pregnant 

1947 or 747,  7  4. 21,  Twosday

1047,  Monday,  12  4. 21