8.10.20

 

she knitted her fingers in front of her face and wept softly 

he saw her tears roll down her cheeks individually 
                                                          she kept knitting  didnt wipe them away


he cared deeply for her 
                         however he didnt know what he could saythat he could to anything that might answer her Whys or pleas help her alleviate what wormed in her heart and guts  which he couldnt have imaginedforeseen unless he was an emotionally-attuned antennae-spiked freak

freak wasnt too strong a word  comparatively

the life hed known was blunt force and trauma

it fixed him to be who he was

he figured everyone is either forged delicately stitched or grown with the apparent ease of a wild plant 

later he teased in letters  in private conversations  he considered emotions he blunted or were blunted sheared or cauterised  the trauma of drama 
                                     the word he teased was drauma      

he knewnot that he could be but knew people who were unfortunately wove knitted  suffered cloaks made from fabrics of dramatised trauma

comparatively  he believed or understood draumatic people were wells an he was nothing more than a rut scratched in hardscrabble earth

  
2246,  Twosday,  6  10. 20
1147,  Thursday,  8  10. 20

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