21.6.20


what is it about sleep that offended his body
                                                when he woke in the morningevery morning was a surprise to discover what maladies hed suffer

wrists that felt like their insides were filled with broken glass
fists he cant bunch
                     reminding him of when he sparred  fast money  taped poorly   ice

he went away from sparring to hustle pool
                                             there was the occasional poor sportguys who wanted their money back  tried to lean on who was holding  guys  who didnt know him   who didnt know he boxed


his shoulders didnt want him to bring his arms over his head
                                                                 however seven surgeries between them that might been provocation to their discomfort

his hipsknees


he was grateful his body didnt fuck with his ankles and feet


his neck was stiff
                    be coudnt say how many birds passed that he wasnt able to nonchalantly appreciate


by dinner his body seemed to enter a loose alignment  allied with him

the discomfort  dull

not what he experienced in the morning
                                           after sleeping


his body might be taking issue  that   he    dreamed

mundane or outrageous
                         his body was lying-in-wait for him in the morningbushwhacked him


if he slept like the dead

dead people dont dream 

none ever said otherwise

he won out

1 out of 10
             didnt rate 3.0


if he dreamed his body nixedditched the scale and spun up Dick Clarks American Bandstand ratings applied from 35 to 89  except the two scores werent averaged  top score held sway
his body dialed up his discomfort

those morning were the hard mornings   


they had an exuberant debate over who was running the show


he and his body played this game four years ago

his Will won out
                  their first match


it occurred to him this Whatever  was two teams different conferences matching up again   

call it Super Bowl

he wanted to roll to Vegas (he couldnt – physically) and bet heavily on their rematch big money on Will

he wouldnt hedge his bet

All or Nothing


he never did understand people who bet against themselves
                                                                 it seemed that was asking to get fucked
  

set-up by a yet unwritten piece scribbled 1343, Sunday, 13  1. 20
2253,  Saturday – Summer Solstice,  20  6. 20
Charles Albertine  Bandstand Boogie   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHiFsRQEHQw
Phoebe Bridgers  Punisher  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncSf8Nk3aq4   

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