to be fair when so many arentsimply refuse to be 

in full disclosure when so many have to go back again and again to correct their omissions Ohgolly shucks, I just forget, really.

there was one other thing that drove him nuts 

                                                 that when he forgotgot too busy  was distracted  that he suffered 
no one else should suffer it but sometimes he became short  his failing  it wasnt anyones fault other than his own

he confessed earlier that after he bathed and thenTHEN had to take a shit THAT pissed him off to no endREALLY his bowels couldnt have tapped him on the shoulderwhispered in his ear Hey, man, if you wait another fifteentwenty minutes we’re going to have a healthy one a happy descendant from your colon to your rectum to be expelled  ifya wait just a bit longer, buddy Dont call me buddy  Dont call me boss
                                                               that other thing which drove him nuts was when he showered dried himself he forgot to clean his ears with Q-Tips

he never forgot his kids ears while raising them 

on occasion he forgot himself  forgot himself after they moved away

                                                                        funny isnt it how your kids hold your feet to a fire and you benefit then separated you mislay the occasion youd never misplace it while they were home  youd rather go to hell when they were kids

what is that

parental responsibility 

                         a responsibility youd forego  which makes no fucking sense at all

forgetting to clean his ears hed go on with the rest of his day asif underwater  his ears begging  sticking his little fingers in his ears bought him nothingnada  zip  shit

zipshit 

        he hated being on the end of zipshit'

then when he found himself therefound himself turning on a spit  held by the gills  ugly when you hold a fish like that  uglier when you hold yourself by the throat which reminded him  autoerotic asphyxiation two of his friendsnot buddies died that way he never did find out if the magazines spread out at their feet were the ones he got into their hands

funny not really to think how sexual proclivities might kill someone such proclivities appetites killed a few acquaintances or their spouses touchy touchy  touchy  a wife of an acquaintance came to him she admitted she offed her husband now she was free he sawdidnt he that they could be together she wouldnt be cheating on him not now
whoa WOW

              that was one fuckin telephone call to make to the police

he really hated it when he forgot to clean his ears with Q-Tips 

                                                                   unsavory memories had at him

shortly after 1700,  Friday,  22  2. 19

1616,  Saturday,  23  2. 19

Cream  White Room  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rx37aGw_Rcg