22.1.19


EXIT 222
              like he could resist that
he was a numbers junkie a slave to figuresthey ticked off in his head ran across the face of digital clocks ascendingdescending 12:34 6:54 3:45 3:21 static 11:11 liked more than he cared to admit 11:11 12:12  that morning as he hit the road it was 9:09 09:09 his mind argued Shaddup his interior dialogue the jibs the jabs argument settled reasonedtodeath no turning back

EXIT 222
          leered at him from the green informational sign along the 101
1 MILE
       he could relieve his bladder now  tank up  get a bite

he ran up the long inclined ramp to Santa Cruz

to the left was an In ‘N Out right gas at Circle K beef jerky

no argument

right gas up doubleback for burgers shake nix the jerky he didnt want to be sucking it out of his teeth for the next hour

Santa Cruz shined black wet on and off showers Circle Ks neon scribbled the asphalt ahead of him the rain rode on the gusting breeze the canopy above the gas tanks a red sliver throwing light down wasnt going to provide cover from it

ah it wasnt half a tank he was topping off hed be refreshed Well be refreshed Always the last fuckin word with you man Not always he only shook his head as he entered the station slipping left past PUMP 2 onto PUMP 4 being courteous because he was Because you got a glimpse of someone at 3 he had they concurred a flash of white cotton between the pylons supporting the canopy and the gas tanks 
                                           he didnt mind he called himself out he wasnt obvious some guys were oblivious to their obviousness asif they were due  it was their right he just lifted his eyesthanked his lucky starsnever looked a gift horse in the mouth

he killed the engine popped the gas cover with the lever by his knee 

he opened the glove box a flash of white directly oppositeright of him shortsleeve arm  and took out an envelope he kept his receipts in making notes of his mileage his wallet was behind it

he took out a twenty and a sawbuck he figured a return of change  prices had gone down out of the corner of his eye a shake of dirtyblonde hair it hung over her shoulder as she reached into her car through the open door on the drivers side a brief profile  calm a pinch of irritation

as he exited his car walked along and turned left behind it the rain suddenly picked up the wind blew AwChrist he heard her mutter he saw her back shiver as she stood uprightlike someone would if you slipped an icecube down their backBAM the gas nozzle fell out of her car she spunfacing it but he already had crossed to it snagged it up and was snapping the handle lever to kill the flow of gas he startled hershe jumped involuntarily she jiggled she would have won handsdown a wet tshirt contest if they had one in the moment 

Why dont you get back in the car out of the rain Ill finish this for you

No. You don’t have to . .
. . I dont Warm up in the car Ill finish this 

Are you sure?

I am as sure as youre getting wetter

inadvertently she shivered again Shivers become her Then if you’re sure. Thank you.

Atta girl  Youre welcome


he glimpsed her watching him through the sideview mirror not turning her head using her eyes Subtle 

when he finished pumping the gas he collected the receipt and gently rapped on the window 

she rolled it down all the way

There you go beautiful

Thank you.

You’re all wet.

he broke his eyes from hers looked at her peaked breasts looked at her messed hair looked back in her face So are you

she laughedshe didnt cover her mouth

he laughed with her

Say she said I was going to have a cup of coffee, a bite to eat at In ‘N Out . .
. . Was my plan too . .
. . Ohgoodness!

Perhaps were likeminded

she smiled Perhaps we are.


Could I buy you a cup of coffee?

Id enjoy that thank you

Oh. You’re welcome.

Ill finish gassing my car and join you 

Okay. her wide eyes shined Circle K neon scribbled in them Okay. That would be nice.

Itll be very nice Off you go Ill walk behind you so you dont run me over 

she burst into another gale of laughter  interrupted it  You’re funny! and continued laughing

he could hear her laughing at his back over her engine as she started the car and pulled away

Walk behind you so you dont run me over Shaddup


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