After all of it he said thickly he gulped he sighed  I have one regret.

Awno regrets they aint worth the paper theyre written them on  Let it go

I can’t.

Okay Okay Then Id tell ya to get it out  an let it go Theyre worthless Hold onto them too long an theyll turn to guilt  Theres nothing in any of this over all these years after all the things youve doneafter all the care youve given selflessly thats worthwhile beating yourself up 

Do you know what Im gonna say?

No  I havent a clue                                                           

Really?

I havent a clue

I regret not telling you to come sooner.

AwChrist You a seer a soothsayer  No You had no idea No one had any idea Not even the professionals who GawdBlessEm contend with death every day It went the way it was meant to go Truly I bear you no ill will Please please dont spin your wheelswaste your time  dont beat yourself up 

It never occurred to me Shouldnt have occurred to you 

This is very painful Regret will inhibit what you ought to be feeling an you should be feeling this to your very core Feel it  Grieve Let nothinglet no one get in your way

You know I speak from experience 

Its been a long hard painful week  Week one To be followed by week two week three week four week five  On an on 

I hate to say it however the cliché is apt  Time heals all wounds

he didnt say anything

But understand healed  nothing will stop those moments that come out of the blue an stricken us  Nothing should  

Youll be married to Lorelle probably longer than the years you have ahead of you  I wish if I believed in wishes I wish I was married to Cece as long 

Be grateful for what you have  what you have had than what you think you want  Want is as perilous as regret

he didnt say anything

Did you hear me

Yes.

Okay Good  Ill leave my phone on Call me anytime Anif I hear from the kids that you didnt therell be hell to pay Dig

Yes.

Dont cross me  Im as passionate as my sister

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