13.1.18



I like what you havent done with the place


That sarcasm babywe gotta watch where we step so we dont slip and fall  or ballbustin irony 

Perhaps a smidge of each Papa
Youre obviously content in your disorder scattered and stacked books unopened and opened boxesunhung art  but I find it overwhelming  restless

Take a moment  You see feel restlessness                                                                                     
Yes  your place encourages a restlessness in me


Waitillya see the kitchen

Youre funny Papa  Always the funny guy tongue in cheek cheeky basturd

Basturd  I like that youre using my nomenclature
Ill be the funny guy till the day I die
Thats when youll really miss my funny stuff

Stop  Why do you always invite the dark side

Dark side                                                                                                                                        
Yes  You seem fixated on the dark side

No
Im not fixatedI dont fixate on the dark  I mention the dark side of thingstry an dull strip the shininess to remind you an others that theres another side to the bright cheeriness marketing would have us swallow  Were under a constant unrelenting barrage  I understand thats marketing job  As I suppose the dark sidereminding you is my job  Its a dirty job but somebodys gotta do it   Like fucking fat women Dummer thats Dummers line not mine  But it is ohso visually illuminating  isnt it


Papa  Youre visual no matter what it is youre talk about  visually arresting

A gift

A gift  or a bane

In the eye of the beholder we might agree

Yes  We can agree


So  Restlessness   I might suppose its a good thing you dont live herehuh

Wouldnt  That said I still dontwe dont . .
. . We

Yes  Yah and me We  Despite me knowing next whats going to come out of your mouth  shed be okay with me speaking for her regarding you livingcontinuing to live here . .
. . You can only speak for yourself

Of course  As I knew  However youll have to find your way to hear me out  Im speaking for us as we agree steadfast on this point So deal with it


Go

I hate your GO . .
. . No sweat  You an others


Alright  Yah and I have a hard time seeing how youre still living here  You dont fit in

Has it ever occurred to youor youse that that may be precisely why I live here  Youre both aware of my proclivity to confrontation Im guaranteed handsdown each an every day I live here to enjoy my inevitable confrontations 

But Papa  thats so stressing

No love  Youre confrontationalYah is as your mother an I raised you . .
. . No  Mom didnt

Awright  Point taken  As I raised you  As I raised Yah
Its a mans worldan a shitty mans world for that matter  so I wanted you girls to be able to stand on your own  Be confrontational  Take no shit

I just happen to be wired not to take even a hint of shit  Yes Im extreme I know that  If youd girls take that aspect of me into accountdrop your considerations of comfort for yourself  restfulnessas it were  for yourselves   Confrontations  as hard as it might be for you to believe  mitigate stress for me          

Here  This town 

Yes love  This town is not your cup of teaYahs cup of tea but dont forget this is where Mom and I chose to liveto travel half the length of the continent  to live 

Our choice  You had no choice  However as an adult you have your choice and youve made them

Have I ever remediated your choicesYahs choices


I have not  Because I respect your decisions

Because I helpedyoure mother helped in forming educating your consciousnessyour ethics

I would not secondguess you or your sister



Why would you secondguess me

 


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