taking one for the team an not too happy about it

she wasnt wellhad to stand him up again   again again againagain

he stood it because he could and she couldnt too sapped  too exploited

he would say exploited

she exploited herself

she tried hard not to see that she was compromisedan hed admit the realisation would beis daunting  a young woman genetically inhibited unable to live the life a healthy person can an who is entitled not to think twicewho would?their health had always been a matter of course an they interacted with others who also ignorantly enjoyed their good health

he lived such a life as a young man 
                           but he had a good friend who too was inhibitedpolio defects so he lead his healthy life with an ear to the ground terribly aware his friend couldnt an often stepped back away from his riot to be with his friend who demanded he share what his riot was so he could relish it vicariously  What can I tell you hed say Im a voyeur unwillingly  but a voyeur nonetheless

a genetically disposed voyeur

he couldnt resist the temptation

he bought him a sleek trench coat

he said she exploited herself ran herself ragged to a deficit so that by workweeks end(sooner actually) she was exhausted ill  which was inevitable and exactly reasonable  to be expected

You could be kinder about saying so

I cant  Theres no kindness in what you endureheap on yourself   Im a mirror a lookingglass darkly  if you dont like what you see thats on you not me

Do poetics help

if he could see her face

she wasnt home

she stayed in the city

shed be sneeringsticking her tongue out at him like a little girl

Put it away baby or youll be using your tongue on my cock when you come home

That was impossible . .

. . That I can see you sticking your tongue out at me

Yes

Then apparently I come out a head in this transaction  When you bring your lovely ass home I have a little chore for you to perform

Cute . . . Little . . . Its a big choremakes my jaw ache just thinking about it

Ha well  you know me Im not adverse to flattery

You ought to try and use it on me   Be nice to me

Im very nice to you

                     When warranted

When I do what you say

Ah  You said that cautiously   Im not used to you being cautiousnot around me

I dont want you to leave me      Please dont leave me Id be lost if I lost you

Awbaby Ill remind you again    We put that to bed a long time ago  Its a non sequitur  Looklook me using your Latinusing your tongue on you if only

Youre terrible

You bring it out of me

taking one for the team

this Saturday was to be their Saturdayone of many Saturdays meant to be theirs but her health got in the way   there would be other Saturdays

Therell be other Saturdays babyNot to worry  Please   Dont worry

You mean dont stress

I mean that too  Roll with the punches or youll get your head knocked off  I want you to keep your head  jealously

I told you youre terrible

You did   But by now you ought to know youre my straight manyou set me up tee it up  all I do hit it

Youll hit me

Id hit thatyou bet  in the parlance of guys full-of-shit-all-about-themselves

she laughed  You say the sweetest things to me  Tell me about our Saturday

Were taking in Bladerunner 2049  a long film  then afterwards were going to Mollys for a doubleIPA  afterwards were walking the mall down to Dead Treethey just opened share a flight of their beer  then were taking the long way home in the sundown light under the autumnal trees leaves  then home well share a barleywine while I get the barbecue going an for dinner were having split chicken skewered vegetables onions green peppers red an yellow zucchini mushrooms a side of cold sliced tomatoes

I wish I was there

You are baby youre everywhere I am  Im everywhere you are  Put your hand on your heart you can feel me  I love you

through her teary eyes(which he could see) high in her throat she whispered I love you 

    

1346,  Saturday,  14  10. 17

1204,  Sunday,  15  10. 17

Supertramp  Take the Long Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwAJL801yNs

Frank Sinatra  One For My Baby  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkwdkUXQ1yo